Its 5:00 a.m. and i cannot hide this feeling of exhilaration...i just finished my BTP part1 presentation. I realized i need so many people to complete my presentation. Its not that am useless but more or less am close :)

Acknowledgement

1. Tuhin Paul a.k.a. Tony - You see am poor with diagrams...no even poor is a very mild term in my case. I cant even draw a straight line. My ppt contains one hand made model diagram amd yes my room-mate came to my rescue....

2. Rajat Mittal - back from hyderabad and he is the only reason my ppt took so long. Kept telling me stuff and asking me all the advices as if i m the oracle from the matrix trilogy...and only after he went to sleep i was able to continue with my work :x

3. Vikram Jaglan a.k.a Kasuta - He is my project partner and he is asleep like a child without any knowledge of our presentation schedule. only coz of him i had to do the ppt as he went to sleep b4 me and telling me ' Yaar ppt bana lena...i m off' . this guy thinks am insomniac...and he is wrong :x

4. Manish kumar Gupta - my project guide. He asked me to re-write the report and made fun of Pink Floyd...he mssgd me about 4 hours ago...yeah around 1:00 a.m. asking me bout the ppt. Gosh never expected that i will install GTalk on my comp for him to disturb me at 1:00 a.m.
Technology can be evil at times :x

5. Navin Goel - He got me my daily dose of orange juice from Brijwasi to keep me awake. thnx for the room-service :)

I was given an option to either give the btp presentation on friday or on saturday and to everyone's surprise(even mine) i chose friday...yeah my btp presentation starts at 1400 hours. Just 9 hours to go.

The plunge....

Well its 4:00 a.m. and am depressed like anything...Just got a call from a frend about an hour ago pinpointing the details of the great show i just missed. Yeah, Roger Waters in India and i culdn't make it. That's the story of my life. After spending 60 bucks on orange juice i figured out it doesn't soothe ur spirits...yeah yeah i just drank four of them coz stupid Brijwasi doesn't serve chocolates at this hour. I am still thinking of the songs he played in Mumbai...and what did i do instead, just finished my BTP report, a very big deal according to my fellow inmates here but what the...

I told people about pink floyd, downloaded their videos when everyone was studying and improving their grades. Just coz i thought a 70%+ score card and videos of floyd is a sign of a gr8 engineer...I still remember my 3rd semester when i got a decent 2.6 after procuring "Echoes" videos and boy i thought that i was the topper. Well thats what its all about for me. If i love something i do it with utmost sincerity. I told my project guide about the show and asked his permission to go; all he said you are going to be an engineer, grow up. Now what kind of argument is that.

My report took me 16hours, thanx to my guide who asked for so much. Now if he flunks me probably i'll catch hold of a shot-gun and commit suicide kurt cobain style, leaving just a note behind for my girl, telling her i love her and asking her to kill the prof. for me as if i'll do it myself, it will be an act of aggression which i vowed never to retort to...

Took a long walk yesterday night between 7:00 p.m. to 10:00 p.m. yeah when i like to walk i just go on and on...I went to the broken bridge outside Dholakuan village. The place is totally deserted and in pitch black surroundings. Once i took my friend there and he ran away and thought i was going to murder him. He never went out on a walk with me. Still i love that place, the only problem - the place is about 5 kms from the place i stay and of course i dont like walking 10 kms everyday. But its majestic if you can bear with my taste.

I still don't believe my frend recorded my Barista speech...Yeah it happened 4 years ago when we never carried gadgets or anything close to it. I was out with seven frends of mine out of whom three were couples and they were fighting like hell. I mean discussing trivial things about life, getting stubborn and all. Ego is the worst thing in a relationship. When i wasn't able to bear with them for much time i asked them what they think about love and everyone was speechless...when i gave them what i think they all were gaping at me like i was some prophet. and then a girl started crying...no i was not obnoxious this time, it wasn't my fault. According to them it was one of the most beautiful definitions they have heard and according to me i still think they r pulling my leg...Since a guy wanted to break into the RJ thing and kept a recorder on everytime, they played it again and again. Today my frend has officially become a RJ and he started it with the same speech on love and then playing a love song. He confirmed his job today.
As they say - "You can only connect the dots backward". Great going dude......

What an ugly ending for the post - Real Madrid just lost another game at home and i think Orkut is right in stating that "Your luck has been completely changed today". I need chocolates for sure....

Bringing it on...

My first GD/PI session was a nice experience....as the GD took off, everyone was shouting at everyone and i was the mute spectator there. I was infact observing to be managers fighting it out amongst themselves. Now what is the probability that i find Anish sitting right next to me in the GD panel. Wow when everyone was preparing we were catching up on lost times....and yeah he nudged me half way in the session to speak up. Thanx buddy. I was kicking my luck that you were there but now i thank my stars :) Well i did nothing, i actually took the pandemonium to a new level and to be honest that is what B-school GDs are all about. My PI went ok...they questioned me on my hobby list as i missed out on mentioning badminton as one of them and mentioning that during my hay days i was state junior champion...thanx to the panel for bringing the sad old memories back but i did good to explain them everything about the ligament ruptures... :)

Then we had fun in Noida...it was nice to see the condition of Anish's car after the accident but i sort of felt enervated by it; yeah, i culd be pretty direct at times...

I noticed one thing that am averse to window shopping...infact i have developed a more destructing mode for myself. If i spot something nice i just buy it without thinking about anything. Thank god my credit card was not working else my mom wuld have killed me for buying 3k worth of shoes...after buying two pairs recently.

Then right now i realized how everything is trivial...The best things happen to you wen u least expect them. Well i had a gr8 night, with all my unusualities and minimal of probabilities things do bend themselves. Now i realize how fragile i can be but its good to be fragile and be in sense mode rather than the cut off from the world thingy...I believe in serendipities and yeah they do happen to me :) people plz note am not a sadist afterall. After a disasterous train journey from Delhi to Ahmedabad here i am enervated and running again.

And the most weird thing my frend Nikki called up to tell me her engagement date...boy after half an hour her better half calls up to confirm it. Boy i missed the cut. How culd it happen. The two gr8 frends of my life getting married in 6 months. I tried to talk them some sense; to give it more time; to think about it but all in vain...I might be worried bout them but i am sooo happy. well as the beatles said "All you need is Love"...I love you both and hope that both of you have a happily ever after story and ofcourse my silent prayers are for you.

The latest buzz is that i have to miss 'Roger Waters' concert because of my BTP...I have to submit the reports on the very same day. Now seriously what is the probability. Pink Floyd in India and i cant make it...i tried talking sense to the prof. but he left me senseless by telling me he might give me a flunked sign...I am seriously feeling of what i am going to miss with 'Shine on You crazy Diamond' playing on my comp right now...God if you are there please pull this one for me too and i will love you for the rest of my life!