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Friday, November 24, 2006

So wats up?
Right now am just praying to God that an atom bomb drops from somewhere and wipes all of us...or better still ET takes over our planet from us and send us to their planet or watever place they hail from...Am 22yrs right now and still i haven't seen any living dinosaurs, maybe God can send them too with the ET army.
no no am not in depression or anything on the contrary i enjoy my life and yeah JFI i dont have suicidal tendencies (although sometimes i wish them to b thr)...Anywayz all this shit comes from the same tunnel. I dunno why am still waiting...everything is so flat around me, i think nothing is moving right now. I look at the same Computation book which i need to absorve in a day or two at max and find wat da i had to do the very same thing a week back. For a change watched Dhoom 2...yeah first day first show. Yeah it was pathetic. To b honest i m straight but apart from Hritik's style statement thr was nothing else. so after watching, infact wasting 3 hrs of my precious morning time i find myself still at the same place. For my school frends with whom i swore we always be in touch and all that am seriously sorry for not calling u all back wen everytime i resolve ill do it this time. Somehow i feel i dont want to talk to u all coz after talking i seriously miss the good old days. atleast something or the other was always going on....
For the first time i feel that now am indifferent towards sports now...Well it doesnt matter who ever is winning or losing coz this cycle goes on and on. now i understand wen i was asked after a BB match by my godmother - " ok u won so should i congratulate u, i dont hv ny idea bout sports". yeah i guess am moving closer in attaining that state now and now i realize that she is not that dumb afterall...

So wats up? Nothing, my watch knocking me all the time yelling about the time passing on...but i dont feel it, wat to do my life is standing still at the moment!

4 Comments:

  • k. as a comment, i can only offer you a piece of my mind.so,here's one of mine:

    Is 'Real' a mere imitation of 'Virtual' ?

    Amongst the large swarm of earthworms who traverse this earth, am I the one missing a few legs when every other seems to possess a bunch of them...am i the one walking a few steps when everyone else seems to run ? why is that i think i cant "think" ?

    In this land of strange and distant places....the representation of self is very ephemeral....this body that we consider 'self' are the extreme examples of plasticity....if there is a 'self' it lies within this plastic shell....about to be lost in this huge empty space of time..existing for a very short period we supposedly call life..and in this minuscule time also....we aint we .....atleast I aint 'I'.....i dont know what 'I' is....the representation, the manifestation of self seems a conundrum....seems to slip away....

    what is it....i hope for nothing...yet i live in expectation... expectation of being 'I'....there is no I for a system....its a shroud, a fleeting spectre treacherously deceiving every subtle piece of reasoning we can gather or build up.

    i dont know what tortures,what fortunes still awaits me...but there is this stark expectation of things to happen...a solemn wish that there is a destination to this long road i am walking on...there should be one.....after all all things are supposed to end....everything ! after all we are just a moment in time...soon about to end...soon about to sum up....a destination waiting ! but am i heading for the right one...the desired destination is tranquility but do i tread the road to it ?

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 7:22 AM  

  • Dude...thnx for getting the post right, seriously.
    and i guess u the only prson apart from me who can understand this...

    By Blogger Ank$, at 7:48 AM  

  • Y dont u try spicing it up man...whats on at ur L front.

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 10:05 AM  

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    By Blogger Ank$, at 10:07 AM  

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